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我跟刚在酒吧认识的金发美女在一起。她叫Courtney，性感得让人无法呼吸！我追了她好几个月，她总是对我不冷不热。她的头发浓密，发梢参差不齐，垂到胸前，格外引人注目。那对胸部简直完美，形状无可挑剔，柔软又诱人，让人目不转睛。
如果你能把目光移回她的脸上，会看到她深邃的蓝色眼睛、撅起的嘴唇、小巧的鼻子、细细的拱形眉毛，还有精致的妆容。她柔美的肩膀连着不算纤细的胳膊，带点肌肉但不显粗壮。她的手虽小，却让人渴望被它们抚摸。指甲修剪得完美，涂着淡粉色。
今天她穿得特别火辣。黑色上衣，肩带细如丝线，上半部分像胸罩般贴合身形，银色横条纹让胸部显得更大，中间聚拢成一点，格外突出。上衣到肚脐处，另有横条纹装饰。白色低腰短裤隐约露出粉色内裤。黑色细高跟鞋更是点睛之笔。
酒吧里每个男人都盯着她，都想得到她。但今晚，我是那个幸运儿。她选了我。我请她喝酒，和她跳舞，整晚聊天。夜深了，她邀请我去她家！我兴奋得头晕，这将是我人生中最美妙的夜晚。
我们走了三条街到她的公寓，进去后，满眼是女性化的装饰。客厅刷成亮粉色，用海绵涂出不规则图案。沙发角摆着洋娃娃，房间里到处是鲜花花瓶，桌上墙上满是家人、朋友和他们宝宝的照片，无不宣示这是女人的空间。
我们没多寒暄，直奔卧室。墙壁是红色，双人床带粉色格子顶篷。床头整齐摆着蕾丝边的蓬松枕头和泰迪熊。床柱挂着毕业流苏和珠串项链。
靠墙是个带大镜子的梳妆台，台上满是化妆品、刷子和梳子。空气中弥漫着淡淡的香水味。半开的衣柜门露出地上整排女鞋，衣架上挂着白色连衣裙和衬衫。
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她解开紧身短裤，让它滑落地上，我的目光不再停留在房间。
“我想要你。”她说，“你让我湿透了。”
这话足以让我脱下衣服。我扯下她上衣，看到她乳头挺立。我抚摸它们，双手捧住，想触摸她全身。我搂住她，深吻。抚摸她脸庞，手指穿过她头发，放在她臀部。亲吻吮吸她乳头。我为她口交，让她高潮。
我硬得像石头，等不及了。她仰躺，分开双腿。我进入她，感受到前所未有的狂热。她呻吟，我再次插入，这次更深。
“哦，宝贝，更深！”她呻吟。
我听从，下次更用力，再下次更深。
“是的！继续！更深！全进去！”
我尽力推得更深。越深入，她越兴奋。我更努力。这感觉比我经历过的任何高潮都好！越来越美妙。我不敢相信自己还没射。我更用力。
“更深！”她说。
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我再次用力推，达到高潮，眼前一片白光。我继续深入，每次似乎真更深。感觉越来越强烈。我不断高潮！
下体肌肉收缩，愉悦从中心扩散全身。我颤抖，像被地震击中。不到一秒，又一次收缩。大脑、脊椎、下体都在震颤。眼睛翻白。接着又一次收缩！再一次！又一次！
这比我任何高潮都强！我不敢相信这感觉！奇怪的是，我翻身仰躺，但愉悦的波浪不停。突然感觉冷，像床上只有我。我不在乎，沉浸在极乐中。我伸手到下体，想继续刺激，保持这感觉。
我想摸到阴茎末端，但没摸到。往上摸，没东西！摸到阴毛，往下摸，没东西！我强迫睁眼，低头看。看到我的手，我的胯部，我的胸部，我的阴道。
我的阴道！不！不可能！我怎么会有阴道！我摸到湿润的裂缝顶部，触到阴蒂，几乎跳起来，又一波愉悦袭来。跟刚才一样的感觉。
我意识到，我经历了女性高潮！我想抽手，但不想这感觉停。我呻吟一声，脊椎震颤，因为那是女声。Courtney的声音。
我现在是Courtney。
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我得喘口气。我的阴道、阴蒂、阴唇突然很敏感，轻触都让我退缩。尽管不想这新感觉停，我得抽手。床上有一块湿斑。我分泌太多，弄湿了床！
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我低头，盯着完美的胸部。我那么想摸它们。现在我有它们。触摸它们，就是触摸自己。它们是我的了。我的一部分。
我站起来，照镜子。看到Courtney的倒影，既兴奋又恐惧。兴奋于这绝美的尤物，赤裸，散发刚激烈性爱后的女人味。但恐惧于我现在是她！
这不可能。我在做梦。绝不是真的！但怎么试都醒不了。我突然很想尿尿，去浴室。掀起马桶盖，站着，伸手到胯部。当然，我不再有突出的东西。得往里。我放下马桶圈，人生第一次像女孩一样尿尿。
下体黏糊糊的，恶心。擦完，我决定洗澡。装满热水，加入浴缸角的香浴油。滑进去，温水包裹全身，放松又美妙！我再滑深，12岁后第一次能平躺浴缸不用屈膝。
低头看脚趾，看到胸部尖端露出水面。我忍不住摸乳头，用手感受。才真正注意我的小手，指甲完美。从胯部变化感到失落，但看到小手，才真意识到。我真是女孩了！
放水，擦干，找件睡裙穿上，感觉冷。在床湿斑上铺手巾，娇小的头靠在枕头，睡着了。
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接下来几天一片混乱。我希望醒来变回自己，但没发生。我还是Courtney。第一次穿衣服，翻她抽屉和衣柜，感觉怪怪的，像偷窥别人东西。但这不再是别人的，是我的了。
她没有一件不性感的衣服。我不想穿连衣裙、短裤或裙子！这变化让我崩溃，穿“辣妹”衣服更糟。但她只有这些。我选了黑裙和白上衣，够遮盖能穿胸罩。肩带陷进皮肤不舒服，但比胸部晃动、弹跳更糟。
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照镜子，我是个辣妹。我穿着性感衣服。没化妆都诱惑。我试着化她的妆，她总化妆。试了十次，才不像廉价荡妇。化妆真难！我放弃，去厨房。
没胃口吃东西。早上一直恶心。得跑厕所，吐了一点。好累！头晕。做女人太累人了吧。我得坐下。
看电视打发时间。翻到HBO一部电影，母亲刚生完孩子。看到她抱新生儿，我心动摇了。突然想抱宝宝。拿起桌上洋娃娃，抱在怀里。
我得做点什么。突然知道是什么。得为宝宝准备房间。不知为何，就是要。看到电视里的小生命，触发了我的母性本能。不知不觉，我列出婴儿房购物清单。
抓起手袋，穿上昨晚她……或我……踢掉的鞋。去专卖店，买婴儿用品。
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回家拆包，我纳闷为啥这样做。现在是下午，感觉好了。早上恶心没了。
突然想到。晨吐。我早上是晨吐！我冲到网上，找准妈妈网站，看症状。天哪！我有晨吐！说明我怀孕了！感觉要晕倒，得躺下。
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接下来几天，情绪大起大落。一刻，我感觉活着，自由！我是美女，是女人，美丽！但下一刻，感觉胖、丑、孤单、没人要。从未有过这么强烈的情绪，从一极端到另一，像过山车，我没准备好。
睡一觉，梦到孕晚期。双手放在隆起的肚子，感觉宝宝踢。我笑了。
醒来满身汗。噩梦！但恐惧袭来，意识到这迟早成真。我怀孕了，几个月后我就会那样。
我该怎么办？找谁？怎么跟朋友说“嘿，我前几天变成Courtney了”？我哭了。
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泪眼模糊中，我有了个念头。我通过跟她性爱变成她。如果我跟别人性爱？他们会变成她吗？能让我变回自己吗？似乎是唯一办法。
我有个朋友，人不错，但害羞安静。他从没泡到美女，因太内向。我决定找他。
翻衣柜，找了条性感黑裙。穿上高跟鞋，尽量化好妆，弄好头发。抓起手袋，出门。
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Ned开门，看到辣金发女，惊讶极了。
“你好，Ned。”我尽量性感地说。
“呃……你好，女士。”他答。
“Courtney。”我伸出手。
他握手，请我进。他坐沙发，我挨着他坐。拉他的手，放我膝盖上。
“呃……这是干啥？你是谁？”他说。
“我是你新恋人。”我答，把他手移到我大腿。
连害羞的家伙也不需要更多暗示。很快，他自己开始摸我。一开始，我有点退缩，想到男人摸我恶心。但我必须做。专注新身体，感受被轻触的感觉。闭眼，让他随心所欲。
不到十分钟，我们赤裸在床。他没女友，却很懂得如何碰女人。肯定读了书，因他知道怎么触碰让我兴奋。不敢相信我开始湿了。或我主动仰躺，让他进入。
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几分钟他让我高潮。他抽插，高潮波浪再次席卷。或许不如第一次强烈，但比男人的高潮强千倍。最好的是：多次高潮！太美妙！
我感到他射在我体内。他抽离，翻身。我一刻感到冷和孤单，内心想拥抱依偎。想要亲密。我们相拥入睡。
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醒来，性爱没用。我还是Courtney，还跟Ned在一起。但有些变化。这经历让我内心变了。变成她后，第一次没强烈感觉身体不对。第一次感觉这是归属。
我不再感觉是我在Courtney身体里。不，我是我，这身体是对的。我是Courtney，她是我内心。或许我一直是她，做男人是梦。虽是几天前，感觉像很久。不知是否想回去。
摸着肚子，想象体内成长的小生命。Ned不用知道我已怀孕。不用知道他不是父亲。他正直，一个月后我说怀孕，他会求婚。我们会生活美满。我会搬去他家，他有房子，我只有公寓。
他看我的眼神，我知道他也爱了。接下来几周、几个月，我们的爱不断加深。现在，我坐在这，双手放肚子，感觉宝宝踢，只能微笑。我喜欢胸部比平时更大。知道生完肚子会变小。期待养育女儿，带来新生命。
我是个幸福的女人。即将做妈妈，有个好丈夫。每一天，我们的爱越来越深。
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Deeper
by Jennifer White
Here I was with the blonde babe I had just met in the bar. I had been after her for months, but she had basically blew me off. Her name was Courtney, like wow, was she hot! Her hair was full, with uneven ends flowing down her shoulders to the place on her chest where her breasts started. And once your eyes were drawn down there, they weren't likely to look away. Her pair were just stunning, so perfectly shaped, so supple, so inviting.
If you managed to look back up, you would notice her deep blue eyes, her pouty lips, her cute little nose, the thin arched eyebrows, her perfectly applied makeup. Her soft shoulders led to arms that weren't quite thin, muscular, but not bulky. Her hands were small but you just wanted to feel them all over you. And her fingernails were perfectly shaped, painted a muted pink.
Today, she wore a really hot outfit. Her top was black, with wire thin straps over her shoulders. It was contoured like a bra across the top, with silver horizontal lines that made her breasts seem even bigger than they already were, by the way they came together to a point in the middle. The top ended at her belly button, with another set of horizontal stripes. Her white short shorts were the hip hugger variety, giving an inviting peek of her pink panties underneath. The black shoes with the high thin heels.
Every man in the bar was looking at her. Every man wanted her. But *I* was the lucky one. Tonight, she had chosen me. I bought her drinks. I danced with her. We talked all night. And when it got to be late into the night, she invited me home with her! I was giddy with excitement. This was going to be the greatest night of my life.
We walked three blocks to her apartment, and went inside. It was decorated in a frilly feminine manner. The living room was painted bright pink, applied with a sponge to make irregular patterns all over. From the dolls sitting on the corners of the couch, to the vases of fresh cut flowers all around the room, to the pictures of family, friends, and their babies on every available space, the room screamed out that it was lived in by a woman. 以上内容来自hlib.cc。更多中文H小说尽在hlib.cc。
We skipped the preliminaries, and went right to her bedroom. The walls in there were red colored. There was a double bed, with a canopy made of pink gingham. Fluffy pillows with lacy edges and teddy bears were neatly organized at the head of the bed. Tassels from graduations and necklaces made of beads hung from the bedposts.
A vanity with it's large mirror sat against the wall, with trays full of cosmetics, brushes and combs covering the top. The vague scent of perfume hung in the air. The slightly ajar closet door gave a glimpse of rows of women's shoes on the floor, and white dresses and blouses on hangers.
My eyes stopped looking at the room when she undid her tight little shorts, and let them fall to the floor.
"I want you" she said. "You're getting me all wet."
It was incentive enough to get me out of *my* clothes. I pulled the top off her, and saw that her nipples were erect. I touched them, cupping my hands over them. I just wanted to touch her all over. I put my arms around her, and we shared a deep kiss. I touched her face. I ran my fingers through her hair. I put my hands on her butt. I kissed and sucked her nipples. I went down on her, and made her come.
I was hard as a rock, and couldn't wait any longer. She laid on her back, and spread her legs wide. I mounted her, and plunged myself in. I felt a rapture unlike anything I had ever felt in my life. She moaned, and I thrust in again, doing deeper this time.
"Oh yes baby, deeper!" she moaned.
I obeyed, and tried to push in even deep the next time. And even deeper the time after that.
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I kept trying to push in even more, going as deep as I possibly could. The deeper I got up into her, the more excited she got. So I kept trying even harder. What I was doing felt better than any orgasm I had ever felt in my life! And it kept getting better and better. I couldn't believe that I hadn't climaxed yet. I kept trying harder.
"Deeper!" she said.