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STEVE 的双向的本性,决定了我和他之间的关系只可能停留在游戏的水平上。每每在网上遇到,他还是会一如既往地宠着我,他的赞美也往往让我很开心。我似乎依然不满足,因为,STEVE 不希望我喊他主人,尽管在我提出后,他答应考虑一下。他说,得想想他在允许我这么称呼之前我得完成哪些事情。 以上内容来自hlib.cc。更多中文H小说尽在hlib.cc。
「不着急,我们还有时间。」我说。我开始有欲望把他变成我的主人,我喜欢他的真诚,喜欢他宠着我,喜欢他的SM方式,喜欢在他调教下变的自信和完美……在自我介绍里,我写道:「I will make you my master one day ^O^. AndI will be so proud a submissive …… proud to be with you …… proud ofhow much I please you …… and proud of myself for all of whom I am. 以上内容来自hlib.cc。更多中文H小说尽在hlib.cc。
期待一段主奴关系的我,还是对STEVE 抱了一些幻想的,我忘记了,要想改变一个人的本性,是多么的不现实。虽然一直当SM是游戏,但我是很认真地在玩不是。我挺希望他对我的占有欲强一些的,而他偏放任我,只要我安全与快乐。如果我真去找了别人,我知道他真的不会很在意……他追求的是双方的自由吧。 以上内容来自hlib.cc。更多中文H小说尽在hlib.cc。
他时常在周末时会去两个小时外的一个城市参加bdsm聚会,他说他在party上对朋友们炫耀了我的存在,希望有一天可以真实地带着我去他们面前。 以上内容来自hlib.cc。更多中文H小说尽在hlib.cc。
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对国外bdsm俱乐部,我还是很有好奇与兴趣的,只是,种种原因终究没能跟着STEVE 去看看。接下来的一次交流中,不仅聊到了俱乐部,也知道他的生活里出现了另一个女孩。 以上内容来自hlib.cc。更多中文H小说尽在hlib.cc。
Me: Good morning Sir Dom : Hey darlin'!!How are you , this mornin'.Me: are you busy ? it is so hot these days Dom: Not too busy. I cantalk. I know……no fun to go outside!! 以上内容来自hlib.cc。更多中文H小说尽在hlib.cc。
Me: yeah Dom : I am going to a party called Purgatory this weekendin Ch***……lots of kinky people dressed in latex and leather ……I can'twait!! 以上内容来自hlib.cc。更多中文H小说尽在hlib.cc。
Me: I want too ! Have fun ! 以上内容来自hlib.cc。更多中文H小说尽在hlib.cc。
Dom : Poor girl……I know u would love it.You need to get some nighttime free ……so you can go to some parties with me. Me : Do you haveother sub or dom to go with you ? 以上内容来自hlib.cc。更多中文H小说尽在hlib.cc。
Dom : Yes, we have a big group going……staying at someone's houseon Sat night……we will have lots of fun!! 以上内容来自hlib.cc。更多中文H小说尽在hlib.cc。
Me: ic so nice. I can't wait to go with you Dom: I know u will benervous ……and excited , meeting other kinky folks. Most are very nice.And you will see much cool bondage furniture……and get to watch othersplay……I always learn new things watching others. It is OK to watch atthese parties , you just have to respect the scene , and not interruptit in any way. Me : sooooooo great ! Can't take pictures? 以上内容来自hlib.cc。更多中文H小说尽在hlib.cc。
Dom : No , no pictures……privacy must be kept. Me: ic nice Dom:And you get to see other people's play things ……different floggers andwhips and other torture instruments. Me : I really want to join the partywith you Dom: Don't worry. Me: sometimes i feel i will lose you Dom :Well, I must tell you, that I am starting to see another submissive……I know that may make you sad. But I do want to find another girl toenjoy BDSM with. I hope you understand. I can still play with you. I alreadytold her about you. Me: Sure i understand. I dont care you have othersand you know that hehe Dom: Yes, I do ……and thank you. Maybe you mightlike to play with both of us sometime. But I don't know if you like toplay with other females. But, that is going to be one of my requirements,for you to get my collar. Me: i can Sir Dom: Good girl. Me: But I dontthink you really want me call you master hehe. If you dont want , i willnot insist on. Dom: Well , I do prefer Sir……Master seems silly tome……LOL Me: lol, but i want a master in my heart hehe Dom : Masterseems like it means you are a slave. Well , maybe I will make an exceptionwith you…… 以上内容来自hlib.cc。更多中文H小说尽在hlib.cc。
Me: yeah , but i am not a slave hehe. the reason i want a masteris i hope i can give my heart to someone Dom: Well , can you truelygive your heart , since you have your own life ? 以上内容来自hlib.cc。更多中文H小说尽在hlib.cc。
Me: no , i want give my heart on my bdsm side. i dont want playwith many doms, i want one only. Dom : Well , if you ever find thatyou feel that I cannot meet your needs, then I will certainly help youfind another. I will always be there to make sure tha 以上内容来自hlib.cc。更多中文H小说尽在hlib.cc。